Where Are You Now…!?

It's not easy to be here,Feels like drowning,But who cares..!?Nobody's gonna help you...Nobody's gonna believe...You're pushing the water,deep under the sea. Years have gone by ...Seasons have changed.Where are you now..!?The answer is the same. What you're gonna do now..!?What is next..!?Who knows the future, but...Surely it'll flex...!! Burning Desires, or...Burning the Desires.Hall of Fame,...

Therapy.

It's a momentworth remembering.I met an angel,been conversing.Her contagious smile,clenching my heart.Her sensible linesare mindful art.With different layers of mine,She is trying.Seeing her there is like,sounding chimes. The clock is ticking,The time has come.To keep the residues.To explore the more wholesome. She has to leave, I've to go.Compulsions are there,Nothing new to me, though! SUPPORT...

खिड़की !!

खिड़की,जहां बैठे कई वादे किए थे तुमसे। इन आंसुओं का मूल तो नहीं चुका पाओगी, अब तुमबहुत से दर्द आधे किए थे तुमसे।खिड़की,जहां बैठे कई वादे किए थे तुमसे। कहानियों के डेरे में जो बांध लेती थी तुमवक्त भी नसीहत दे देता था,किरदार चाहे जैसा भी होदिल के सारे ज़ख्म भर देता था।वादे तो जिंदा...

This Is How The World Works !! Maybe.

Uncertain emotions, but, So is life.                  There's an end, Where we meetSeems like, the mirage of my eyes.It's been long, that we haven't metStill, the heart beats, and bet.It's been so long, we haven't hugged...I wanna hold you and, measure your breath. Being the vocals of my songYou can't leave me ever.Your unspoken wordsI'll keep writing...

Despite Despair.

I am despairing...!!What should I do?I was degraded...!!I was holding upMy mistakes..!!Universe conversed,Sobbing is notfor what you've incarnate.Which has never begunHow could a person end thatFake rage, for some sake...Beaten all as polite drake.Dysfunctional tongues,Alienated wordsDealt them all...Without handling swords.Unusual people,Wordsmiths,Won me overTo hover.I was despairing...!!Universe taught...Carve into you,You'll getYou'd have ever sought. SUPPORT US:...

DON’T MESS..!!!

I am not done learning.Anxiety kills me...!!I do not expect success.But, Failure perils me...!!Intellect conversing...I trained myself that way.The heart knows the secrets,All black and grey.Thoughts are not similar,It's called evolution.Change your perspectivesMy success would not be,Some Delusion..!!I am not done learning.Ripening gradually...Don't let me downDO NOT TRY..!!It's your motherfucker,Eventually..!!! SUPPORT US: PayPal UPI: 9febr@icici...

LOVING YOU IS NOT EASY !

Loving you was not easy...!!!As I hesitated a lot,Being me to you was absurd,As I was trying to be into your heart.Conceivably, the relation wasn'tcredible to others,But, had you realised...That we were getting apart. Why you cared so much of themInstead of US,Why didn't you spoke to meAbout, all of that fuss. I had to...

IRREPLACEABLE YOU

Starry-eyed, passionate at will... The urge to make things happen, By not knowing if I will. Life came across next to hell... That's when I learnt a name, to spell. "Prescription to my anxieties. River to the ocean of thoughts. Abstract in nature. Camaraderie between me and my heart. Hallowed morals. Inner-child, who keeps her...

The Lap

Since we are together...For more than two decades now,Every second with you, still...Feels like more holier-than-thou,I miss that lap of yours, used to put my head onWhere, I want to be, but, let's move on...        Because I am a coward, scared to do so...I feel scared, to spill out everything...That would leave you broken.I feel...

A Call…!!!

Something was not right, back thenNothing seems bright, till ...Till you held me up.I called, you pickedI cried, you fed ...Fed the words, still in my head"You got a motive to be there,Hold your emotions, be clearYou're a bird with the biggest wings,Learn to flap, you'll be somethingI got your back, do not hesitateFly like...